Chapter 42

It seems I accidently uploaded the wrong chapter, so here is the actual chapter 42.

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“Should Sister Lingyu massage it for you?”

As soon as her words fell, Qu Panyan’s crying abruptly stopped, and she buried her head in Su Lingyu’s arms without moving.

Massage it?

Massage where?

My chest???

Qu Panyan’s face blushed uncontrollably again, like the crimson clouds on the horizon, making her look exceptionally beautiful. The little deer of love awakened once more, galloping wildly and bumping into everything, causing her heart to thump loudly.

She had been silent all the way because her rebellious spiritual energy had shattered her heart, inflicting both physical and emotional pain. Her mind was full of thoughts on how to act cute and coquettish with Su Lingyu, seeking comfort from her to dispel the pain and soothe her wounded soul.

Just like the last time when she drank the medicine, a simple gesture from Su Lingyu made her feel extremely happy as if she had tasted honey; it even miraculously reduced the bitterness of the medicine in her mouth.

To her, Su Lingyu was the best comforter.

However, she never expected Su Lingyu to suggest giving her a massage. She initially just wanted to hug her and receive some comforting words, but who would have thought it would turn out to be such a stimulating proposal!

Well, since it’s Sister Lingyu, what can’t I agree to?!

Qu Panyan felt elated, suppressing the smile at the corners of her lips as she looked up at Su Lingyu. Tears still glistened in her eyes, and her pupils sparkled, giving her a pitiful appearance.

When she was sobbing just now, it was genuinely from the heart. She truly felt the pain and grievances, wanting Su Lingyu to comfort her.

She wasn’t usually this delicate; after all, she had been cultivating for many years and had experienced all kinds of pain and suffering. Even in the face of intense pain, she had never shed a tear.

However, it was different when facing Su Lingyu. This was the person she liked, the one she had been incessantly thinking about. Human beings have a natural tendency to endure when they suffer or feel wronged by themselves, but once they are in front of someone they like, they immediately surrender, drop all defenses, uncontrollably show their wounds, and express their grievances, becoming weak and vulnerable.

Qu Panyan blinked and the glistening teardrops slid down from the corners of her eyes; it was stunningly beautiful.

In a soft and coquettish voice, she said, “Sister Lingyu, can you massage Yan’er? If you massage Yan’er, the pain will go away…”

Her face appeared to be pitiful and helpless, but in reality, her heart had already bloomed into vibrant flowers.

Massage! As long as Sister Lingyu can massage me, then I’ll be happy!

Rubbing is also fine! You can rub until you peel off a layer of my skin!

If you could also rub out sparks of love, that would be even better!

Su Lingyu’s heart was instantly struck, softening like a pool of spring water. She just wanted to envelop her, cherish her in the depths of her heart, not letting anyone else hurt her.

After suggesting to give her a massage, Su Lingyu became aware of her words and their impact only when she noticed the person in her embrace suddenly ceased crying. She couldn’t help but think she was being absurd and rude, even worrying that the person in her arms might be afraid of her intentions.

But after a second thought, it shouldn’t be the case.

This was just a normal way of comforting gestures between women, what was there to be afraid of?

However, she herself harbored ulterior motives, and Qu Panyan remained oblivious…

It wasn’t until Qu Panyan looked up at her with a pitiful look that she completely put her mind at ease, feeling relieved—Panyan was still willing to get close to her.

She reached out her finger and gently wiped away the tear stains at the corners of Qu Panyan’s eyes. Her attitude was gentle as she repeated her words in a tender tone, “Mhmm, Sister Lingyu will massage Yan’er, and it won’t hurt anymore.”

Damn! This celestial sister just called me Yan’er!!!

What kind of qualitative leap is this!!!

Qu Panyan was overjoyed, realizing that Su Lingyu was indulging her, she took the opportunity to hold her hand, pressing it lightly against her chest. With misty eyes, she continued to coquettishly plead, “It hurts here, Sister Lingyu, please massage it…”

Su Lingyu gently massaged the spot that was shown, wholeheartedly wanting to alleviate some of her suffering. The applied pressure was neither too heavy nor too light, just enough to make her feel comfortable.

Comfortable to the point that she felt secretly pleased, excessively pleased!

This unexpected turn was truly a jackpot; it was simply a blood profit!

Though it hurt, it was truly enjoyable!

With each gentle massage, Su Lingyu’s tenderness towards her grew. She patiently dispersed the pain in Qu Panyan’s chest until all that remained was her tenderness.

Tenderness that belonged to her alone.

Su Lingyu softly asked again, “Is there anywhere else that hurts, Yan’er?”

Qu Panyan immediately looked pitiful and said, “My hands, my feet, and my neck are all hurt…”

She felt quite embarrassed, but she did endure a bit of beating today…

Su Lingyu’s heart ached even more. This Minor Heavenly Punishment was tormenting her Yan’er too much.

Su Lingyu sighed, “Let’s go back for now. After having a meal, Sister Lingyu will give you a thorough massage.”

She could only do her best with these actions.

But for Qu Panyan, this was already the greatest favor from heaven.

When Su Lingyu’s hand pressed against her chest, she even thought about what kind of wedding dress she would wear in her next life when marrying Su Lingyu.

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Qu Panyan went to Wangchen Peak every day at the same time as the disciples of Xianmeng Sect for their morning classes. For the time being, Second Senior Sister Kang Congshuang didn’t guide her fellow juniors for morning classes and instead meditated with Qu Panyan on Wangchen Peak every morning.

Elder Tianhong said it was to prepare for Qu Panyan’s daily assimilation, and a clear and calm mind was essential, so the two of them followed without any objections.

After finishing their meditation, they continued with the integration process.

Qu Panyan’s task was to integrate the essence of the Golden Core, while Kang Congshuang helped her adjust her spiritual energy. At the same time, Kang Congshuang also contended with her Inner Fire, using the opportunity to advance her own cultivation, breaking through barriers and approach the realm of near-god.

Even though she had the disease of Inner Fire, with a lifespan of only forty years, she would not halt her cultivation. She always felt that instead of waiting for death quietly at home, it was better to die with some accomplishments.

This was also the reason why, despite her incurable ailment, the Xianmeng Sect continued to support her. She wouldn’t stop striving to break through, and so Xianmeng Sect wouldn’t give up on her—anyone who was proactive, determined not to easily admit defeat, deserved respect.

Before the integration began, Elder Tianhong comforted Qu Panyan by asking, “Are you still in pain?”

Qu Panyan’s eyes were clear and her voice was firm, “Thank you for your concern, Elder Tianhong, I’m fine.”

Elder Tianhong asked again, “Can you continue with the integration?”

Qu Panyan nodded confidently. Not only could she continue, but with Su Lingyu by her side, she could also integrate the most rebellious spirits and withstand the most poisonous attacks!

Full of vigor, she received Elder Tianhong’s approval with a nod, “It’s good that you’re not afraid of integration. Continue with your process, but remember to take it slow, don’t rush. Do you both understand?”

They both replied in unison, “Understood.”

Thus, the two of them began the integration. Qu Panyan’s Golden Core remained in a closed state, still rejecting the infusion of her spiritual energy, while the spiritual energy was as unruly as ever, constantly fighting against Kang Congshuang’s wood spiritual energy.

Qu Panyan took advantage of the two forces battling each other and attempted to control her power, as if playing a game of hide and seek with this rebellious and unruly child called Spiritual Energy.

With their efforts, Qu Panyan managed to repeatedly catch the tail of the spiritual energy multiple times. Hindered by Qu Panyan, the spiritual energy faced several suppressions during its struggle with the wood energy, almost on the verge of being overwhelmed by the gentle wood spiritual energy.

However, when Qu Panyan tried to completely control it, the spiritual energy immediately slipped from her grasp like a slippery fish. Then, it swelled up as if angered, and violently rampaged inside her body, hitting her with an even greater force each time.

Qu Panyan felt as if she had been pressed to the ground and beaten up, with every part of her body feeling a clear and intense pain, making it hard for her to catch her breath. Despite the protection of the wood spiritual energy in her meridians and vital organs, she couldn’t help but spit out several mouthfuls of crimson blood.

Elder Tianhong remained calm and composed, “Are you still okay?”

Qu Panyan was supported by Kang Congshuang, weakly nodding, “I’m okay.”

Elder Tianhong suggested, “Rest for a while before continuing again. There’s no need to rush.”

Qu Panyan felt as if she had been pardoned, and her tense spirit immediately relaxed. She grimaced and rubbed the sore areas on her body. Seeing her rubbing almost her entire body, Kang Congshuang couldn’t help but feel sorry for her and spontaneously helped her massage her hands.

With someone helping her with the massage, Qu Panyan simply leaned back and lay on her back, motionlessly looking up at the elegantly carved ceiling. 

She had really endured the most poisonous beatings today…

She couldn’t help but start thinking. 

How should she act spoiled when she goes back tonight?

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At dusk, Su Lingyu arrived punctually to take Qu Panyan back to Tailing Peak. As soon as Qu Panyan returned to her room, she collapsed on the bed, and gazed at the simple and atmospheric carvings on the ceiling with exhaustion, not even bothering to take off her shoes.

Su Lingyu ordered a servant to prepare dinner and bring it to her room, then approached the edge of the bed and asked, “Are you very tired today?”

Qu Panyan nodded slightly.

Today, she was utterly exhausted and in pain. She encountered the most rebellious spirit and endured the most poisonous beatings, to the point where she was almost used to spitting out blood. All her strength was completely drained and she didn’t want to move. She just wanted to lie down like this.

Su Lingyu sat on the edge of the bed, her gaze revealing hints of distress and heartache. “Shall Sister Lingyu give you a massage?”

Qu Panyan immediately summoned a bit of strength and proactively placed her hand on Su Lingyu’s leg.

Su Lingyu held her hand and gently kneaded it, applying just the right amount of pressure, making her feel a bit more comfortable.

Seeing that she looked like she had no strength to speak, Su Lingyu felt that her pain might not be limited to just her hand; there must be other places as well. With a caring heart, she asked, “Only your hand?”

Qu Panyan blinked slowly and sluggishly replied, “My whole body hurts.”

Su Lingyu pursed her lips, feeling her heart tighten into a knot. Just how much suffering had she endured today?

Qu Panyan slowly leaned closer to her, like a weak and pitiful little kitten, and softly complained, “Everywhere hurts…several places need to be massaged…”

Su Lingyu indulgently responded, “Okay, I’ll massage everywhere that hurts.”

Su Lingyu patiently massaged her for a while until the servant brought the dinner. After the servant finished setting up the meal, he left the room.

Su Lingyu said, “Get up and eat something first.”

Qu Panyan instantly entered a state of pretending to be dead. She didn’t want to move, only wanting to stay motionless like this.

Su Lingyu held her hand and whispered, “You will have a tough time during this period. Eat well to replenish your strength, and do not throw tantrums.”

Upon hearing this, Qu Panyan suddenly recalled a phrase. She blinked, turned her head to look at Su Lingyu, and said in a soft and sweet voice, “I can’t get up. I’ll only get better if Sister Lingyu kisses and hugs me.”

As soon as she finished speaking, her field of vision was suddenly covered in a shadow.

A soft kiss gently and soundlessly landed on her forehead.

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